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Should i be ambitious too?

2007-04-05T08:38:00.001-07:00

the thing is....
it been bugging me for quite some time now....
i questioning myself what are the things that i still wanna achieve in life.....
i get paranoid every now and then.... seeing people like my age in my workplace leaving once they've commit for two years.... i mean do i have to do that too...?
i know its good to experience differentkind of workscope and sorroundings.....but i could see myself working here for quite some time...
on the other hand i still wanna climb up the ladder fast...
i wanna upgrade myself and take degree but i'm doubting my own self if i could really cope and have that sufficient intelligence to pull it through...
of cos i want to......there always a BUT...
maybe i lack determination...i dont now la.....
these freaking ambitious unsatisfied people make me jump out of my chair and will end up in some deep thinking like an acid that damages my whole brain....
then ill get all crazy...asking for people opinion and stuff
eerrgghhh......beacuse i myself dont have a strong vision of what i want
ya i'm just maybe im just weak and really should stand firm on what is best for me

Am i being really ambitious ...i don't know la but if its gonna promise me a better future....
but of cos there's a lot of sacrifices and resources that has to go along with it
why not kan?entahlah

Should i be ambitious too?

2007-04-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

2007-01-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

halluuu my beloved people,

haha, ya i know its like once in 6 months i update my blog.....=p

hey huda aka jaja , now then i understood what you were saying, i didn't realise that i repeat my posts so many times until like 10 mins ago... so paiseh! slengeh betol aku...

this is WAAAY WAAAY beyond pentium 1 .....

well its been 2 months i work in SIA...well how do i actually feel?

the first month was alright...stoning and staring into space
apparently, the person who was suppose to set up my computer was away for vacation for two weeks..... apa lagi! shake leg la hehe! another thing that encourage me go to work is this guy called iswady....oh he's ok looking but what the heck...i loike goofy guys.
just when i just entered dreamland, the next minute i know he was leaving.....eeerrgghhh!
i didn't even got to know him that well, so i kapo ..ask him y u leaving?

he got a job at planet fitness aas a personal trainer.....woah u hot thang!!!!!

he apologise to me and i qoute " Nooreen i'm sorry i didn't gotta chance to get to know you!"
for once i feel as if i was floating ...this guy is such a sweetie!ok maybe i feeling over the top.... u guys must be either grining or puking right now by the time u read this...hahaha..

the second month:
slowly picking up my "real" job....now is the middle of january....
basically i replenish aircraft parts that are low in stock...
today was my first official meeting up with my first client vendor....
was quite fun hahaha....

i'll update more frequent k....i PROMISE!!! =P

2006-10-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

i should have updated my blog earlier so the readers here wont be that
lost...
now i dun even know where to start my story...
ok here goes..
it all started like two weeks after i work at SASCO...
initially i didn't see myself falling for this guy...
cause he's not muslim/malay..so i thought its harmless..nothing will happen
i mean its easy for me to like a person..but not really falling hard for
that particular person...
but rite now i think im in the middle of both stages.
i should have listen to mus..and controlled my feelings...chasing after something that is impossible in the first place..damn im so stubborn...but its like a saying that goes " the more u cant get it, the more u chase after it" well it does have its own set of consequences
to me his cute but mus think he has a cacat head (haha) i guess i have
overlook that and didn't notice anything
he's charming, gentleman,sweet,cute....eerrrgghh damn it! he will do those
little things that will make me smile and feel that as if maybe things might
work out...or is it im thinking way toooooo far
sometimes i just fell like banging my head SO HARD against the wall that i would have amnesia and forget about this bloody guy....
better still divert my attention to this new malay guy called azhar where he wanted to help me " cannon" with......
but stupid nooreen neva learn from her lesson...despite having bad
experiences in liking a guy....
i just wanna build up the faith and confidence but everytime i do that i
fall back hard on the ground...
agaknyer 90% of guys can only see personality when they overlook the
"looks"....
how i just wish guys are just blind or have "the shallow hal syndrome" for
girls like me when it comes to love..maybe im just plain pathetic
is it im being tooo emo when maybe its too early..........listening to
bloody sad lovey dovey songs ...that shayne ward " no promises" is stucked in ma head
i don't know! cause i'm already numb..................

2006-09-24T21:55:00.000-07:00

Its first day of work...boring haha...fasting somemore...takpe sabar nooreen...

Went for an interview last saturday some support representative position...Lucky me the one interviewing was also a TP graduate from design school...Its more like hey you know this person, you know that person rather than an interview..further more she very pretty..replica of cheryl fox plus super super nice! I LOIKE!
Driving on sat SUCKS! i was late for like 1hr 15 mins..wasted sia...instructor somehere very quiet ... i think maybe he was pissed off maybe i came late...haha...barely teach me anything..nevertheless sunday driving turn out good, instructor like ah beng! Talk alot but at least learn alot..hehe..
My target for this one month of fasting:
Errmm let me see
*Lose 10 kg (possible or not)
*Work like mad earn extra cash for hari raya
*wanna get myself a creative mp3
*Also shoes and guess handbag for raya

Ok la i think can hehe...ok lunch hour finish..
will update again.... out for now

2006-09-19T21:28:00.000-07:00

Happiness is like a crystal,
Fair and exquisite and clear,
Broken in a million pieces,
Shattered, scattered, far and near.
Now and then along life's pathway,
Then some shining fragments fall;
But there are so many pieces
No one ever finds them all.

Nice rite...
Boi if i only could..........?
To think back i'll rather cherish the pieces ive found and be content. Waste time only.Haha I'm tired and its only the 3rd day of the week..cant wait for weekends ..that is if im not working..BOOO!hey mus can change my layout new one can?Today not going swimming.I wanna go shopping la...How i wish im in canada or L.A rite now shopping.practically picking out every top,pants,bags,shades,shoes.The best part my dad still have one last free ticket for me then can go shopping overseas...YIPEE.i better make use of it before it expires march 2007.Go and woo some ang-moh (macam mane nyer hot jek lol)..wonder how brandon doing... Going back to work soon...Adios for now.

A day to unwind everything!!

2006-08-02T09:03:00.000-07:00

Things turn out bad in the morning.The temporary job that i had the contract was being terminated.Splendid !!! Errkkss!Series of unfortunate events.I'm thinking what could be more worse in the future.Really really,i have prepared myself for the worst.

Well, i usually keep feelings to myself but i think this time round it showed no my face.My sis realised and decided to ajak me out! Yipee! Despite the fact that she had to drag me outta the house!! haha ....She ajak me go eat waffle ice-cream at Gelare!It was super SYIOK! Stress reliever!thats what i do if im sad i like to indulge in junk food and sweet stuff!haha..lepas tu terus happi kejap!sekejap jek...Out of the weirdest things both of us went to buy old walt disney cartoon like mickey mouse,snow white and cinderella..I wanna live in a fairy tale world where eveything is so sweet and magical ...I wanna be a kid and neva grow up..i just wanna watch cartoons,eat ice cream and just play play play.....Indeed i feel happi when i watched those..thank to my BELOVED sis! And i'm happy for now....=)

2006-07-30T22:48:00.000-07:00

I dont know what's becoming of me.I wanna go to work.I wanna earn money for myself.But there seems to be no windows or doors opening for me to fulfill it.Mybe before that i should just master the art of communicating.All my feelings are jumble up.I do believe in fate and luck but i dont know if its rite to say this ,im slowly losing my faith oredi.I feel that ive gone to zillions of interviews and being turn down one by one.Rejections after rejections after rejections.The reason i write this is also to just to pour out my feelings.Maybe its Depression that ive slowly realised about myslef.I don't wanna go and tell my friends i haven gotten a job and i'm worried about it.Maybe they will get sick abt it cos there's no other topic to talk about.And it makes it worse when ur mum is screaming at u 24/7 and pressuring u.She even went to the extent of making me do sembahyang sunat taubat and say maybe ive done too many sins that this is kinda result out of it.I dont wanna think it that way but maybe she has a point.Maybe this is karma.Something is wrong somewhere and the best part is i don't know what it is.People keep on telling me its not the time yet.I'm at the downside of the wheel.Maybe its just a small matter. And Im getting paranoid.I feel so helpless!I wanna be patient ,i gotta be patient and i should be patient.

2006-07-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

tagged by mus.
7 random facts about me.
i have pronounciation problem for certain words.
i love taking thrilling rides.
sometimes act as a headquarter.
im fickled.
dun kinda favour stairs.
easily hungry.
problems in expressing my thoughts.

7 things that scare me.
GOD.
Judgement day
loneliness.
rejections.
ghost.
things that don't fit me.
AIDS.
losing those precious to me.(u guys know who you are)

7 random music at the moment
Ne'yo - So sick
Paris Hilton - Stars are Blind
Natalie Imbruglia - shiver
Ungu - Maafkanku
PCD - Buttons
Siti Nurhaliza - Biarlah Rahsia
Teddy Geiger - For You I will

7 things or ppl i like the most
my family
bestfriends.
polyfriends.
siti nurhaliza
nice smelling guys
my cute marshmallow cuzzie
kaka(brazil player)lol
money

7 things i say the most
eh?ye ke?
oh my god
bloody hell
eh nenek ko
eerr? huh?
boleh la!
ur rite..

7 people to do this.
eyenul.
shahirah
hanisah
dayah
u
ko
ni..hehe

2006-06-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

I had my Bloody hate my Life rite now!

And on the other hand people have been bugging me to join this and that.Doing this and that.Getting merajuk for whatsoever reasons...hello ....! My life is not about taking care of people feelings but also MYSELF.MY DAMN SELF!DAMMIT!

Can't u see people im getting paranoid.Hidayah and Hanisah got a job and ME?

Money and effort all gone to waste.In the end i get ZILCH!!

ok people trying to cool me down by saying be patient.i know i have toobut life sucks when things are unlucky all the time.

2006-04-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

Im tired of waiting.Tired of sitting and stoning at home penniless.Tired of being rejected.Tired of being unlucky and unattractive.Tired of being a super plus size .Tired of being vulnerable.Tired of feeling small at heart.Tired of ppl stereotyping me as being dumb.Tired of competition.Tired of unsatisfaction feeling.Tired of being just normal.Tired of being real.Tired of nasty ppl.Tired of being pitied.Tired being slow.Tired of being the "untalented" one. Tired of comparison.Tired of never getting enough.Tired of being lonely.Tired of my wadrobe.Tired about being postive.Tired of comforting my own self. Im just tired.Exhausted.

If this is the journey god plan for me, i stood here helplessly and try my best to accept it wholeheartedly.Praying hard that things will change or at least better.

2006-01-30T02:11:00.000-08:00

Back blogging again....

I tell myself i had to record this down...that very day combo of 2 of my Bestest good of frens bdae..

well friday went cool after all , WEEEE!

i was kinda pressured and confused with the money handling and the seoul garden but with help of dayah and leha ..everything was at ease for a while, to those who i offended or TERmake "pissed off" face...i am really sorry. on top of it all i was still sick..GREAT! it seems like my brain was like half shutdown. i had to come to my senses and force myself to draggg my body here and there to settle the stuffz.Get the prezzies ready,collect money from the right people...Indeed i felt like one "tailong". tailong that gives too many chances and couldnt speak clearly cos of those stupid phelm(spelling credits from huda jaja) lol .hard to find u noe. Overall il happy i contetnt cos my 2 DARLINGS love what we got for them.The seoul garden thing also was fantabulous and delicious.YUmmY!...On top of everything all of us were happy,so i was happy too.That's all that MATTERS! happy Birthday my two beloved babez. Love the both of you.

2005-05-26T17:26:00.000-07:00

Im back again after so long hahhaha...people keep on teasing..when you're gonna update nooreen bla bla bla bla..here i am hah..=p

Well its 1st week of school, i was rather excited on tuesday to go back to school, meet frens,get to noe new people, and freshies..thank god mon- wed i start at 10..yipee can wake up a little latter..i got this lecture at 10-11 rite after that i got 3 hrs of break,i mean i like it but if u dun have any frens around ..its reallyDARN boring, everyone is having their classes...and another lecture at 3 till 4, kinda sucks actually but better than a long draggy day hahaha,
ya u guys must be thinkin kan apelah dekni class ader ngan takder pon tak happi wkakakakkaka, i myself sumtimes think im VERY fickle..yikes...

So im in year3,time realli flies in a blink of an eye sey, subjects getting tougher,im getting older....
ARRRRGGHHH !!!!!!! Pressure stress fornothing i guess..

i gotta end now cos monkey is bugging me..
till next time

2005-03-11T09:26:00.000-08:00

ItS FrIdAy aGaIn,tImE FlIeS iN a bLinK oF aN eYe, sO faSt SeY**kinda sad actualli***..............

My SIP is coming tO aN eNd seY..... I WiLL mIsS mY sLAcKinG AnG caboting To oThER pLaCeS LOL.......

aLL THe crEDiT mUsT gO TO My mIgHtY LeAdeR...wItHouT hER I'LL bE A dEAd DuCk .....
aCtUaLLy I EnJoYEd SIP cos I dOnt Do MoSt Of The ThInG HahA i noE WAt u All waNNa saY... AkU nI pEmAlAS LOL......

yEsTerDaY Was a vERy sWEEt daY.....

Its Been LonG SiNcE i HaVe a MaJoR CRuSh On sOmEOnE, wHeRE I wAs At A pOiNT oF cAn't Be BoTHeREd wItH gUys My ThiS gUY ReaLLy MovE mE MaAAaNnnNnn, He waS sO cUtE( eXXaGerAtEd pArT) vERy THe QuIeY2 lIKe CeNt NOnSEnSE LIkE THaT...AhAKz i LIKE!

wHILe hE wAS EatIng i PrACTiCAllY tOOk A feW gLAnCEs At His fACe, oH bOI i sUre caNt TAkE mY eYEs oF hIm ....... uNDESCRIPABLE!!!

the funny part is that he went to the water cooler to drink , rite after that he bang his head on top of the cooler, the whole thing was SO DAMN FUNNY yet cute, me ,donkey and marliana couldnt stop laughing ...LOL...

i shuld be the one acting like that cos i was like possesed by him skali dia pulak yg terhantuk ahhahaha......... i dun even noe which school he's in ,

I WISH I CAN MEET HIM AGAIN SOON

2005-02-24T10:55:00.000-08:00

Oh PaTrIcK kO tAk BaIk lOl...MIgHt AS Well sO gI SPH gi pUbLicIsE hE HE NaH jOkiNg...Yesterday was ok as per normal but i guess it didnt went well for some people..I went to lunch with marliana with huda and hanisah, oh boi i shuld say marliana face look so problematic and i shuld say " haggard" jahat aku..lol.. she actually ask me to follow her to the drink satll cos there was something she wanna tell...it turn out to be a "SHOCKING" one..i feel so sorry for her say...wish i could help...at werkcell i gotta download this "ares" thingy sumting like kazaa ...aper lagi aku download lagu macam org sakan ah seyk ahhaha...towards the evening it rained..YIPEEE!!! it felt cooler for a moment..but then towards the nite punya lah panas i wish i could like wear onli my undies at home =p...the heat is like sucking out ur energy ,so sticky summore the feeling...yucks!!!!!!!! klau ikiut kan every five mins i wanna bath pity ma parenst for the utilities bill hhahahha..AS IF!!!!! towards late in the nite....suprisingly murni called me...i was like.. aper cerita seyk?!!!! she told me she has this conflict abt rosena..OH boi iwas so damn shocked ..i tot they were like sister ... at last the truth is out lol...to be continued............

2005-02-15T17:12:00.000-08:00

Ha ha i KnOw ItS bEen AgEs SiNce i UpDatE... I wRiTe ThiS UpOn ReQuEsT of mAnY pEoPlE lOl... EErRRMMm ItS WEdNeSDaY mOrNInG...EvERyTHiNG iS sO mEnDaKs HeRE In Ma WeRkCeLL...LeT TaLk AbOuT YesTerDAy AbOut My trIp To TeKKa...i AtE mAsaLa ThOsaI For thE fIrSt TiMe..cAnT u BeLiEvE iT?!!!! It waS NoT bAd I ShAll sAy...DoNkEy aKa jAjA TAg aLoNg Too wItH hoNeYsaH aNd tWO OThER...Oh BoI I sHoULd saY i aTE A lOt yEstErdAY..AfTEr SchOOl WeNT tO tEchNO AnD AtE tHIs ThiNgY cAllEd" LucKy PlAtE" So VeRy thE kEnYAnG...HaIzz i KeeP tHiNKiNG oF PlAyIng pOoL..I fEEl LiKE LYaIng CaPtaIn's BaLl, BaDMiNToN, I AlSo BaDLy waNt To Go To THe UK funfAir... i LikE tHE fEelIng oF My BoDy BeeN tHrOwN aLL OvEr The Place..i NeED tO WhAt my MuM sAy LEPasKaN kUtu HaHa...mAcM bEtOl JeK...CaKaP nAk pEgI aBok PoN tAKdA aKu Ni ...aaRrGGhh...i WanT tO gO bUnGY,sIt On The crAziEsT rOLleR cOasTer ...LOL..i duNNoE wAt ElSe To SaY i wIsH i HaVe So muCh MoNey ThAt I CAn MaKe My OwN tHeMePaRk..dREaM oN bAdoTzz...=P

2005-01-22T14:07:00.000-08:00

***sCoRpIon***

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserveD. Astrology scorpio sign journey bringing people together! Share what you know, learn what you don't! In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. They are deeply sensitive souls who are too perceptive for their own good. Most folk are prepared to live in a world that's fuzzy round the edges. Scorpios need things to be clear-cut. .....

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^i NeED tO Do SoMe SoUL SeARcHiNg i GuEss^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

iT CouLD bE tRUe MaYbE nOt.... i'm GoIng BoNkeRS WiTh The ThiNgs ArOuND mE.... I A ViCTiM oF cIrCUmStAnCeS. =T

2005-01-17T11:28:00.000-08:00

ItS mONdAy bLuEs aGaIn , wAS aT mA gRaNDmA'S pLAcE wHoLE WeeKeNd..On FrIdAy fiFiE ActUaLLy CoNfIdE tO mE i waS kIndA sHoCkEd I mEaN shE'S aLwAyS kEepIng EvERyTHiNg To HeRSeLf..i TooK bAcK aLL tHe thInGS i'vE saId AbOut heR eARLiEr..EvERYoNe DoEs HaVe TheIr + aNd MinUs ..tHe ThInG thAt PuZZlEd Me Is ThaT Y DaYAh Is ChAnGInG tOwARds hER??? mIghT bE sHe CaNt stAnD hER aNyOMrE Or THerE a bIg FiREbAll aMoNG Us? i wAS cLuELeSS wHeN fIfiEaCtuAllY cRIeD i DiDnT kNOw WhAt tO dO...LOL iM Not qUitE a gOOd cOnSOLeR NeVerTHelESS mAde hER fEEl BeTtER.. I hOPe So... = 0 ..oN saT iT wAS My aBg SeDArA eNgAgEmEnT... i DiDnT wAn To Go AcTUaLLy AnD sEe aLL mY iDiOtIc ReLaTivES... KinDa PissEd... I WenT thERe fOrTUnAtELy ThEY hAd MaDe THeIr WaY tO tHE GuRl'S HOUz..cANt U bElIeVE iT i esCapE EvERyOnE WhIH wAS QuItE iMPoSSiBLe I tHInk In THe BeGGiNIng...wHaT tHE hEck aLL i cARe Is I DIdNt See thEiR bLooDy Up fAceS...PhEw!!! I miZ mY mUm AnD dAd big TiMe,Im SuCh A BaBy RiTe A GIgAnTiC oNe..LOL.... aFtER ThaT i BeGaN tO pOnDEr wHeN WiLL iT bE mA tUrn LoL..aS iF iM gOiNG tO gE MaRriEd..i KeeP oN thInkINg THaT Im Not GoNNa GeT mArrIEd..bUT tHE wHoLE pOInt Is..iS THeRE aNyOne WhO wOulD wAnnA hAvE mE ... Or Am I bEiNg tOO eMo ..iTs NOt ThaT i WaNNa GeT mArRIeD sOon oR wAT...??? ArRGGhH wHaT thE hEll Am I blAbbEriNg AbOut...nONseNsiCaL MaN...I HAtE mAseLf..i HaTe BeIng Me.......!!!! tHiNKiNG aBoUt THiS JusT MaKeS mE FEel LiKE BreAkINg DoWn...

2005-01-13T12:24:00.000-08:00

***A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact. Or perhaps like a brand new gate, that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heart, that goes strond until the end. Where would we be, if we didn't have a friend? ***

hA Ha iM sOrEd In ThiS fREaKiNG wOrCeLL...Im BoRed oF my daMn SiStER,Im BoRed bOreD BoReD tO THe CoRe!!!!

2005-01-06T06:35:00.000-08:00

..WhAt a DaY...!! SuPrIsInGLt ToDaY I wOkE Up eaRlY To Go To sCHooL EarLy..iMAgInE thAt...aKu SeLaLu KeNe lAbEllEd lAtEcoMeR BoLeH bAnGuN cEpAt...i gUeSS My NeW yEaR rESolUtIon tErcApAi JuGAk...i SuPpoZ To ClOcK At 9 BuT i wENt OuTta hOuZ At 8.15... wHeN I rEaCh The BuS sToP,8 JuST LeFt...Oh grEaT !!! tHeN w/o rEAlIsInG i WaIteD thE bUs Nak dEkAt 20 MiNs...tHe BlOOdY 8 wAs So PACkEd...jAlAn TeRoS JeK,MeNyIrAp dAraH AKu...KeLuAr SiAnG pOn TaK GUnA,AcTuAllY AdeR SAtU lEctUrEr oFFeRed mE tO tAkE A cAB wItH hIm BuT i waS fEelIng uNeAsY...bOdOhLaH aKu nAiK jEk LaH eH...F.O.C lAgIk...i rEAcHeD 9 oN tHe DoT...pHeW!! aS uSuAL WeNt To woRkCeLL,So BoRiNg..i anD hOnEySaH GaDoH wItH ShUlI aKa sTiNkiNg BoMb LoL..U GUyS rEadInG mUsT bE sAyIng " I'M sO mEaN"..WeLL ShE'S mEaNeR tAk KaSi We UsE The CoMP..EvErYdAy THe SaMe BlOOdY pRoBlEm...sIcK aNd TiReD oF iT... Saw jAjA sHe CaMe To Ma WoRkCeLl,,,mE aNd My BiG gAp bLuRp OuT tO hER thAt I wEnT fAr EasT wHeN i acTuALLy ToLd hER i CaNcELLeD iT...I'M sOrrY jAjA...I jUSt CoUlDn't HiDe ThInGs FrOm U...lol ...BuT i KnoW mY jAjA VerY NICE...WeLL thE dAy EnDs....iTs BaCk tO tHe SaMe OlD rOuTInE tHE NeXT DAy...bUUeeCCkkZZZ =p

2005-01-03T21:36:00.000-08:00

WhAta dAy I ShUlD sAy...!!! FiRsTlY At SchOol i AnD hOnEySaH GoT aNoTHeR hArDiSk ..yIpEe..nOw we gOtTA A CoMp To OuR oWn..nO mOrE fIgHtiNg oVeR tHat ShUli..I JuST dUnnOe HoW To DeScRiBe sO iRriTaTiNg aNd AnnOyInG =P aT wOrCeLl As pEr NoRMaL..Me AnD hOnEySaH adAlA ToT NaK BuAt ExERcIsEs SeKaLi EnD Up waTcHiNg vIdEoS On TsUnAmI LOL mY CoNdoLoNcES tO thE aFFectEd fAmIliEs..It Was rEAllY sAD It TeAChEs Us THaT aNyTHiNG cAn HaPPeN AnYtImE AnYwHeRe =(...RiTe AfTeR sCHoOL wEnT tO mEet Ma siS At siMEi CoS wE wANtEd To bOrROw ThE vCD hArrY PoTTeR 3..eVeRThInG wEnT wELL SamPaI bAlIk TiMe..u NoE I GaDoH wItH mY sIs bEcoS oF nAsi aYaM NeVeR mAkE sEnSe KaN..ThEn mElErET SAmPaI MY sIs sAy I tReAt mA fRenZ bETTeR thAn hEr..AlAmAk So EMO!!!!!!!!!!! tAk LeH AnGkAt..i THiNK sHe PMS la...hAd A SlOw TaLk WiTh hEr..nAsIb BaIk DaH oK kAlAu TiDak KeNe LaYaNKaN kErENaH sENsItIve.....eeeee ...AaRrGGhH..GeRAm AkU...i GUeSS ThaTs a WrAp Up..!

30 dec

2004-12-30T10:41:00.000-08:00

HeY iTs BeEN QuItE a wHiLe SiNcE i UpDaTE =P, wElL iTs 30dEc ItS bEen ONe DaY mY pArENtS lEfT To HaJ, mA CuZziN FrOm mA mOthEr SiDe SLeep oVeR..ItS Was fUn aNd InDiRecTlY We StReNgTHeN oUr TiEs WiTh EaCH oTHeR ..AcTuaLLy StArTiNG tO mIsS Ma pArENtS oReDi..wEll yEsTerdAy wAS ReaLLy a HeArTFeeLiNG MoMeNt SeY...sEDiH tAk LeH AnGkAt...AcTuAlLY I ToT i wOulDnT cRy bUt I DiD .. I JUsT cOulDn't HeLp MaSElF...I HuG mY mOm sO tIgHTLY tHaT i DiDnT wANNa LeT hEr Go... i KIss My DaD...I DiDnT kNeW thAt i WoUlD aCtUaaLy Do THaT hAhA...KinDA FuNNY rEALly hOPe ThEy wIlL Be In THe BeST oF hEAlTh tHerE... WeLL nOw Im On My OwN WiTh mA SiS,ThIS Is thE tImE wHeRe Im GOnnA lEaRn tO bE inDepEnDeNt..EerRRmmMM..GoTTa WasH mA oWn cLothEs CooK fOr MaSeLf aNd AlL thE oTHeR hOuSe cHoReS.... To ThInk bAcK i wAS kIndA sAd FoR mA paRenTs As SoMe mY ReLaTiVeS fRoM mA FaThER'S SiDe dIdNt AcTuaaLy tUrN uP..i sUrE ThEyHaVe SuMtIng aGaInSt Ma FaMiLy...AaArRGGhHh...BlOoDy HeLL!! HeCk CaRe WiTh ThEm...I Am rEAlLy tHaNkHfUl To All Ma rElAtIvEs THaT hAd HeLp Me ...aLtHoUgh ItS jUsT a fEW oF tHEm BuT I KnOw thEsE aRe THe PeOpLE WhO i CaN ReaLLy cOuNT oN..I lOvE u All..i WonT fOrGeT thEiR dEEdS...ThAtS aLL FoR nOw..lOTs Of LOvE ..

2004-12-12T22:39:00.000-08:00

HuH...ItS 13 dECemBer..iM sO DrAiNeD OuT aND eXHaUsTeD.tHeRE wAS A kEnDuRi At Ma PLaCe As My PaReNtS arE gOiNG fOr HaJ.I FeeL lIKe a WAlKinG zOmBIe,mY FaCe LoOK sO lEtHaRgIc....AnD tOdAy HaVe To WaKe Up eArLy tO SchOol..iT Was So drEadFuL,MaCaM tAk naK bAnGuN i FeLt GlUeD To ThE BeD.tHiS SEmEstEr Is SIP , had AlWaYs BeeN lookINg FoRwArD ..Ha hA i guEss itOOK Back mY wORdS..I hAd To LeARn THiS wHolE nEw BLOOdY pROGRaMMiNG thINgy..I hAtE PrOGrAmmIng ...GReaT wAy To StARt Of thE fIrST weeK At school, DAMN! maCaM nAk PeNGsaN..hAhA..ToDaY rEseArcH whOlE dAy...i bAdLy NeED eNtERtAiMEnT.. HoW i WISH "jA jA bInkS" AKA huDa Is HeRE..TaKlAh SePi HiDoP aKu ni.... WakkAkA tHaT aLL fOr NoW..=p

2004-12-08T01:12:00.000-08:00

HeY I'Ve JuST creAtED A BlOG hEHe ....aFtER sO mUcH pErsUasIoN fRoM jAja BiNKs LOL. iMPrOvE AnD uPdAte moRe...tHAtS aLL FOr NoW!